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Posted by Meowzzersss - February 29th, 2024
I mean I'm not suicidal but if anything would happen then DAMN that would be perfect
Like dw I'm really alright (rather not) but any accident that could happen would be in favour (this is a cry for help, even though weird to do that here)
I often think that professional help wouldn't do anything though, because in the end the situation still hasn't changed.
@Meowzzersss I hope this late reply finds you well, but it can get better. It’s not like you have to only get worse.
I just wanted to come by to inform you that I'm still breathing, even though I wouldn't take that as a positive thing from time to time
@Thetageist I wanted to stop by another time to thank you for the affirmations though.
@Meowzzersss Yeah, I get how that is. Sometimes existence just feels like pain. There may be some little things to take the edge off of life that hopefully you can use, though. I’m gonna make myself some tea tonight, for example.
There's a few things, but I many times used to think I'm done now, this is it, this is the end now. That's pretty much how it went for years until today.
I hope that you're enjoying your tea though.
Thetageist
By “the situation” I assume you mean outside factors that are making your mental health worse (for most people I’ve seen it’s living situation and/or family members), so I guess what I could say is that professional help will make it easier to deal with the emotions those bring up, so you can wait for longer until you can get away from whoever’s being toxic to you.
Meowzzersss
I'm already at my last straw though.